I have had a rough couple of nights with pain and being unable to sleep so I have been very tired and not feeling like posting much. 
Today I saw the airway specialist... There words were "your oesophogus is stuffed...." We arent sure what this means and we wont find out until June 6. 
I also saw my surgeon. He is very concerned. The medication hasnt been working so he has added another and said that if it is not working in 2 weeks I will need the surgery. He is amazed at how well I am coping with how sick my body is but said it will get worse the longer we put it off... So I have a lot to think about....
Thank you for a your thoughts, prayers, messages and cards. It all truly means a lot to me. Please continue to pray.